My life hasnt been the worst and I am very thankful for that but i really feel sad like things arent coming togehter.. if its not oen thing its another... i have a decent job but im not too thrilled about it cause the people there including the clients dont take me seriously.. cause im young.. the people there always making insulting remarks about how i look and think they can take advangtage of me. I am still unsure of this whole career thing and not sure if this is what i want to do but i have looked all over and dont see anything else that im interesting in so i feel stuick... i have a loan to pay off and im mad about that but im trying to just relax.. and i feel really bored and aloen sometimes.. i want to see things coming together.. the devil recently started some junk again with people that were out of my life tryign to slowly try to creep back in and start trouble and thats bothering me too.. i jsut want it to stop and i want to see everything clearly. i know life is not gonna be a breeze but i need a break from all the stress... i just had to vent... i just wonder why its taking so long.. im not perfect... i make mistakes but i try to do my best and when i do make mistakes i try to correct them.. The devil really wont stop till he seee me fall and im trying my hardest to stand through all this mess.. just please pray for me.
Hmm I just wanted to add. The devil is so patient. He really is sneaky.. You have to be on guard 24/7 or he will definitely catch you off guard.. thats what happen to me.. im not gonna get mad though.. hes not gonna win. i fell but im getting my self up again..
Hmm I just wanted to add. The devil is so patient. He really is sneaky.. You have to be on guard 24/7 or he will definitely catch you off guard.. thats what happen to me.. im not gonna get mad though.. hes not gonna win. i fell but im getting my self up again..
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