*whispers* i am... considering... transitioning...
i don't want to shout it out yet, because I am not 100% sure.
BUT, I have to admit that I haven't been fully happy with my hair for the past 1.5 years, partly due to setbacks...
I don't like my hair color. It is brown, and i KNOW that that isn't my natural hair color. My natural hair color is very dark, but with the relaxer, it seems that my hair is susceptible to lightening in the sun.
I don't like the bone-straight look. I have fine hair, and blowdrying and all that makes my hair look extra fine, and all I really love is big bushy hair
even if it's straight. I love when it's thick. I doubt my hair will ever be that way if I continue to relax. It can LOOK that way sometimes, but it will never be consistent.
My edges have gotten extra fragile. I think that is the result of wet brushing... but anyway I just feel like my hair would be stronger at its natural state.
I am only 11 weeks post and considering. The longest I've gone without a relaxer (consciously) was about 14 weeks, so this is still good so far.