Sweetie, I have soooo many testimonies. So many. And I bet you do too. Just think about His goodness and how far He has brought you. God is the same yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. He does not change. If He brought you out before, He will bring you out again. My current testimony is that God is so very good and today I am reminded that God's timing is absolutely perfect.
I have been with my current employer for a little over nine years. The company is a good company and the position was a good, solid start for me. My original intent was to stay for about two years and then move on. But, I got comfortable and I stayed and stayed and stayed. I have wanted to leave for so long. Five years ago I interviewed for a position with a company I have wanted to work for and I still want to work for them. I prayed, my prayer partner prayed and she and I prayed together. We thought I had the job, we believed I had the job, but I didn't get the job. I was hurt. I decided to pursue nursing school. I took the pre-reqs and I applied to nursing school this past winter. I did not get in. I felt defeated and started feeling like my career, or lack there of, was doomed. Yet, in my heart of hearts I knew and I still know that God has something so great for me. About three months ago I knew that the time was coming. I don't know if I was *really* conscious of it, but I knew it.
I went out to lunch with a co-worker and asked him to help me with my resume. I listened to his suggestions and others and tweaked my resume. I applied for several jobs and each time I would get a response saying thanks, but no thanks. And these were jobs I knew that I was qualified for. A few weeks ago I started feeling like God was dealing with me. I felt like God was taking me out of my comfort zone. I knew that is what He was doing. I remembered what my prayer partner told me years ago. She told me not to tense up when God deals with me. So, I made the choice to not tense up. I listen to God and rested in Him. This entire month I have been meditating on Psalm 91. A few days later I got a call for an interview. I had not been on an interview in five years. I wasn't all that excited about the interview, but decided to go to get the practice. I got to that interview and learned that the job was more than I thought it was going to be. In fact it was for something that I have contemplated doing for quite some time if nursing school doesn't work out. When I left that interview I decided that I wanted that job. I didn't get scared at the thought of change. I embraced it. So many times I would pray to God to change my situation and when it seemed like change was on the horizon I would tense up and reject it. I didn't do that this time. Last week I was offered the job and I accepted it. After nine years with the same company I am leaving. I am sad because I am going to miss my co-workers. They are almost like family to me. But, I know in my heart that it is time to move on. Today God told me that His timing is perfect and it became so clear to me why I haven't left the company before now. God needed me to mature. You see, had I left the company any sooner I would not have left on good terms. I would have been spiteful. I would have spent my last two weeks at that job with my feet propped up. I would have bad mouthed every single person in that company who ever stabbed me in the back. Last month I prayed that when I left my job that I would leave with a clear conscious and on good terms. When I gave my notice I told my manager that I would leave them in good shape. I have been working ahead so that they won't be too bogged down while they are looking for my replacement. I have continued to be professional and I will continue to be professional until I walk out that door next Friday. At my next company I know that I my game will need to be tight. I know that this move is a good one for me. I know that this is just the beginning. And I know that this is just more preparation. I know that the job at my dream company is waiting for me. This new job is on the path to my dream company.
God is good, His timing is perfect and He will bless you. Be patient. He will bless you.