DD, i think i may have said this before. you are in the in-between stages.
you're going to have to braid or kinky twist that stuff up until you get through it (if you do indeed wish to stay natural) that's the bottomline no sugacoatin' ~or~ you're going to go right back to where you started from (again) and repeat the cycle of frustration.
if you are determined to put that stuff back in your hair ok, that's fine but why would you do this out of frustration?
making decisions especially (at your length) out of frustration, imho, is a bad move.
concentrate on growing out your hair, i'm thinking that once you get to full shoulder length or longer, you're gonna feel a hella better.
Remember, hair grows best when you leave it alone! you know this, yes? It's also hard to keep coming into hair boards, viewing threads of 50-11 women doing all sorts of stuff to their hair! it's human nature to want to try whatever but you've got to ignore what you see and read from others and stick to what works and/or what you know will work for you - know your weaknesses (and your hair's) and stay focused.
honey, i'm saying this out of love not hate, i see/read you struggling and it hurts me to see you going through this. i really don't want to see you do something (out of frustration) and totally regret it the second you did it.
:Rose: