Zeal
Well-Known Member
I am getting nervous and I need prayer. I am going through so much.
My account is almost down to zero. I have been out of work for 1.5 years. I can not longer get unemploment. I have been under stress and I believe that it is effecting my health.
I am trying so hard to stay focused on God and only God but it is difficult. What I mean by that is ..... I don't know what I mean. People constantly say to trust God fully and not worry about anything. I am trying really hard. Really I am You know how folks tell you God will take care of it all just keep your eyes on him and don't worry about anything else. Yes. I know it is true. I know that God will not let me down. I just feel helpless.
The thing is I deal with people who don't realize that looking for a job is a job and that I really don't have time to correct messes that they made. i.e. Clean your house when I don't live there and did not make the mess. MY NAME IS NOT NIECY NASH. I was not worried before but it is starting to creep in. I don't like when pepole throw in my face what they did for me or make it know that they expect somethng in return.
I am just keeping it real.
Please pray for my strength, Health and faith in the Lord. Plese pray for my financial situaltion and employment.
I really need prayer and healing.
Thanks
I smile but I am going through.
My account is almost down to zero. I have been out of work for 1.5 years. I can not longer get unemploment. I have been under stress and I believe that it is effecting my health.
I am trying so hard to stay focused on God and only God but it is difficult. What I mean by that is ..... I don't know what I mean. People constantly say to trust God fully and not worry about anything. I am trying really hard. Really I am You know how folks tell you God will take care of it all just keep your eyes on him and don't worry about anything else. Yes. I know it is true. I know that God will not let me down. I just feel helpless.
The thing is I deal with people who don't realize that looking for a job is a job and that I really don't have time to correct messes that they made. i.e. Clean your house when I don't live there and did not make the mess. MY NAME IS NOT NIECY NASH. I was not worried before but it is starting to creep in. I don't like when pepole throw in my face what they did for me or make it know that they expect somethng in return.
I am just keeping it real.
Please pray for my strength, Health and faith in the Lord. Plese pray for my financial situaltion and employment.
I really need prayer and healing.
Thanks
I smile but I am going through.