I almost BC
I don't know what came over me but I'm addicted to my ng and about 9-10 weeks post without fail I start contemplating a transition.
Well 2 nights ago I almost BC out of nowwhere,I was standing there with scissors in my hand and playing with my ng.
I'm really scared actually b/c even though I want to be natural one day(emphasis on one day)I want to reach my relaxed length goals first besides that I'm afraid of being able to handle my hair.
I always thought I would be one of these ppl that transition forever b/c I DO NOT like short hair on me.
I don't know what has come over me and it actually scares me a lil' bit.
On a good note for the first time I can see myself though with a twa that's not all that teeny
or natural hairstyles like twists.
Sigh I just needed to vent and no I'm still not planning on transition even if there is something inside of me that is trying to push me to the other side.
I don't know what came over me but I'm addicted to my ng and about 9-10 weeks post without fail I start contemplating a transition.
Well 2 nights ago I almost BC out of nowwhere,I was standing there with scissors in my hand and playing with my ng.
I'm really scared actually b/c even though I want to be natural one day(emphasis on one day)I want to reach my relaxed length goals first besides that I'm afraid of being able to handle my hair.
I always thought I would be one of these ppl that transition forever b/c I DO NOT like short hair on me.
I don't know what has come over me and it actually scares me a lil' bit.
On a good note for the first time I can see myself though with a twa that's not all that teeny

Sigh I just needed to vent and no I'm still not planning on transition even if there is something inside of me that is trying to push me to the other side.