Lately, I've been thinking a lot about marriage. I'm 25 and people around me are getting married or waiting for that engagement. I've been with my SO for 4 years and he probably is the one, but I'm still not ready for marriage. I want to be married, but I'm not in a rush. I feel like so many women are counting down and plotting for that wedding ring and I wonder if I'm not wanting it enough or if they want it too much. Are women caught up in the fantasy of the wedding day or do they really desire to be married? I'm rambling, but it's a concern of mine and I'm just trying to figure out my own beliefs/hang ups.
How do all of you ladies feel about it? Why do you want to be married? Do you have a plan/age set for the deadline to be married? Just some random thoughts...
I'm so glad you bought this all up. I think society has conditioned everyone to think that marriage is something that women think about since birth and men are not so inclined to think about until the last minute.
If sex and the city has taught us anything, THAT is simply not true.
I was feeling pressure from ex-SO's family - we had been together on and off for 5 years and folks were always like "so when ya'll getting married?" "Why don't ya'll just get married already". And folks always thought HE was the one with the hangups.
When they found out it was me it was like "HUH??" :::crickets chirping:::
Folks just DIDN"T GET IT.
I'm not on a time line and I feel like people who do have one of those time lines:
- go to college
- meet the one WHILE in college
- get engaged right around graduation
- stay engaged for a year
- get married
- have 2.4 kids
- buy suburban
- live happily ever after
Those folks are more in love with the IDEA of marriage - what marriage symbolizes rather than what it is. Folks don't dream of arguments of taking the trash out. And folks don't dream about discussing who's going to pay for the kids' field trips. And folks don't dream about discussions about 401K and buying homes (when he's got good credit and yours is the pits or vice versa). Folks don't dream about 2 years + 2 kids into it when sex has gone from a 4 times weekly thing to MAYBE once a month.
Marriage is important. But marriage isn't a joke, its not a game and it isn't for the faint of heart. I'm not doing it until I'm ready (emotionally, spiritually, financially and sexually).