GV-NA-GI-TLV-GE-I
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None of my J- friends/family have the right answer for me because of my obvious affiliation with the C. None of the C- members (and I've consulted 2 priests but didn't get the answer) comprehend my dilemma in the way that I presented it. I don't desire to be a part of this one separate org. that blends the two because I do not trust their theology. If I wish to be J, then I know to go the orthodox route. If I choose to be C, then I prefer the oldest form of it. I've been a part previously and it proved to be frustrating. Perhaps G-d will reveal something at a specific time and we'll all open our eyes. Until then, I feel incomplete.
What I'm trying to say without spilling it all out in all the details is what do you do when you have supernatural events in your life that lend credibility to what others would consider two separate faiths? I'm seeing something that my family is not and it's troubling me because the soul of them are so attached to me. Either choice, I am very much alone in this.
I truly pain to write this but I guess that I should just ask for you all to pray for me. Pray that I find why these events seek me out. Before someone get alarmed I'm hallucinating or witnessing something diabolical, it's not. Not at all. It's just that there are some of us in between (judaism and christianity) and (Jews for Jesus is not an option for a variety of reasons) I guess, not all is revealed. I know, it's rather cryptic...but just please pray that G-d answers my question.
What I'm trying to say without spilling it all out in all the details is what do you do when you have supernatural events in your life that lend credibility to what others would consider two separate faiths? I'm seeing something that my family is not and it's troubling me because the soul of them are so attached to me. Either choice, I am very much alone in this.
I truly pain to write this but I guess that I should just ask for you all to pray for me. Pray that I find why these events seek me out. Before someone get alarmed I'm hallucinating or witnessing something diabolical, it's not. Not at all. It's just that there are some of us in between (judaism and christianity) and (Jews for Jesus is not an option for a variety of reasons) I guess, not all is revealed. I know, it's rather cryptic...but just please pray that G-d answers my question.