Arian
Loc'ing Up!
I feel defeated! I made it 8 weeks last stretch, but this time around I was shooting for 10 and just couldn't make the cut...
Now I'm going to relax this Wednesday at 9 weeks instead...I'm afraid of what I might see...
It seems no matter what I do, my hair seems dry, especially my ends...it's worse when I try to airdry in twistouts or braidouts....maintaining the moisture with those styles is difficult for me....and I notice broken strands everyday now. The only way to describe the feel of my ends is, well, grass. Hard, crunchy grass...I thought maybe it was my leave in so I threw it out.
I can't stand the breakage....it makes me want to
I think I do everything right...at least I've done what most of the board has told me to do... I am definitely getting a trim this week because I know I need that.
I am just determined to care for my own hair. But it keeps frustrating me...
I'm praying that I don't have to get any cut off (besides the splits)....I don't think my heart could take it.
Here are some moisturizers that I have tried for my hair:
BB Oil Moisturizer
ORS Olive Oil (jar, this actually used to work, but maybe I was fooling myself)
Seyani Hair Butter
I haven't been using heat the last couple of weeks, so....erplexed