awww man... as I got into my 11th week post-texturizer... I began to get sweaty palms & the shakes... I had NO HAIR LOSS when I combed my hair until that point.... then I started noticing hair in the comb... broken hairs upon my sink... a few hairs in the bottom of the shower...I was wondering exactly HOW much hair loss is considered TOO much to be losing daily
then came the racing heart & the shakes... Is this hair breakage?? point of demarcation loss?..part of my hair obviously much longer than others....
uh oh its the DTs.....
So do I go back to the creamy crack to smooth put my rough edges??
Do I reach for the haiRitalin to calm my fears??
that overpriced Mizani doesnt look so bad now...
Hmmm
on Wednesday as I pulled into week 12 post...I got my own hair braided in micros( no hair added)... that was a REAL reality check cuz I look like a overgrown 8 yr old.... my hair is thinner than I hoped and though its longer in the back, with the braids in, ya can really see how short the front & sides are
on the UPside... though my ends are unraveling already, I can still co-wash, DC, use Ayurveda teas and have low manipulation ( and even better NO HAIR LOSS int he comb, sink, etc) if I can hold on 2 weeks..taking me to 14 weeks post....then restyle and go for another 2 weeks to week 16 post.... I may can beat this thing afterall
as they say at the meetings.... One Day at a time....