StarScream35
Well-Known Member
I'm struggling and in a bad place right now. The thing is I started off being solid, grounded and on fire for Christ and when I hit my 30's it all went down hill and I can't seem to go back uphill. I'm even doing stupid things like questioning whether Christianity is real. I've also gotten into new age stuff. I still pray to God but I just can't get myself back on track. Has this ever happened to anyone?
I feel odd about it because it seems like it's happened to me so late in life. It's like the reverse or something. Like most people start off not knowing Christ but find him but for me it's like I knew him but lost him.
I feel odd about it because it seems like it's happened to me so late in life. It's like the reverse or something. Like most people start off not knowing Christ but find him but for me it's like I knew him but lost him.