hey guys
just requesting pray tonight. I am feeling down. I feel like god left me and its hard for me to think other wise. I want god to help me cause hes the only ones i feel cares about me . I feel rejected by everyone included my close friends and my own mom. she ignores me now when i talk and hangs up the phone on me. i really want god to be there for me but its so hard.. i want to feel him.. i know i wont feel him all the time but right now i really need that special touch. My life is not bad but its feel like i struggle for everything and then even after i get through something i never have a period of peace something else always comes up and im tired... its coming to the point where i cant even think positive.. im like preparing my self for a negative future cause its so hard for me to seee good things happening for me cause i havent seen even a small bit of light at the end of the tunnel.. imma try and stay strong but i need yall help thanks...
just requesting pray tonight. I am feeling down. I feel like god left me and its hard for me to think other wise. I want god to help me cause hes the only ones i feel cares about me . I feel rejected by everyone included my close friends and my own mom. she ignores me now when i talk and hangs up the phone on me. i really want god to be there for me but its so hard.. i want to feel him.. i know i wont feel him all the time but right now i really need that special touch. My life is not bad but its feel like i struggle for everything and then even after i get through something i never have a period of peace something else always comes up and im tired... its coming to the point where i cant even think positive.. im like preparing my self for a negative future cause its so hard for me to seee good things happening for me cause i havent seen even a small bit of light at the end of the tunnel.. imma try and stay strong but i need yall help thanks...