kweenameena
Well-Known Member
Okay.. so I'm still angry with my mom for a lot of the things that she did and didn't do throughout my childhood. I've lost tons of friends, lost my self-esteem and never really learned what is was like to have unconditional love and support because of her. Sometimes I remember different instances that have happened and I become angry all over again. I tried talking with my mom about it and how I feel but I just get the brush-off or she just can't see what I mean or some bull like that! In my anger I become evilina. It takes hold of me emotionally! I start to re-live events and I'm just furious!!! But I know that this is not like God. I want to be different. But how do you heal if the problem hasn't been fixed or atleast dealt with? What does God say about anger? How do you make the memories not hurt? Is it a sin to feel that much anger? I hope you all are understanding what I'm feeling and trying to ask. I guess it's just not coming out right. Am I being petty for still being hurt by things that happened years ago? Your advice is needed
Shimmie, where ya at girl?
Shimmie, where ya at girl?