Hi,
I am so sorry to hear of your break-up but, let me share a little story with you. I dont want to make my story long or drawn out! Two years ago my boyfriend of 3.5years just came home and said he didn't want "this " anymore , come to find out he had began to see another female. WOW talk about blow to the ego!!! So I know what you are feeling, I know the wanting to call him and I did the calling chasing making a FOOL of my self because I couldn't understand why he didn't want me anymore but the more I chased the more I think he got pleasure???? and to top it off my girlfriend and I were going through also so I hung in there alone and almost lost my mind!!! Girl, can I say I went through MAN oh man!!! . I say all that to say this. Oneday I promise you the desire to call him the desire to see him will be gone, it takes time but that day will come. Keep praying for GOD to help strengthen you through this and remove the desire for him. Everyone's going to tell you to yeah keep busy, go out but at the end of the day he is on your mind. I know. So I say find a mirror and repeat this everyday until it sinks into your soul. I am beautiful, I am smart, I LOVE ME ,I am a queen that deserves the best. I know my worth. I don't love him. He doesnt know my worth HIS LOSS!!!. Now visualize him standing in a doorway, close the door and turn around. This might sound crazy but, you have to visualize the end!!! I read this " your destiny is never tied to someone that leaves". If someone leaves you just know their season in your life is over. Ok now real talk! This man doesn't want to be together anymore there is nothing you can do. He doesn't know your worth, nothing you can do. He don't want to be bothered FINE! stop calling, stop texting of course you still gonna think about him and it's gonna be hard but starting today erase his number, throw out the pictures and NO MORE CONTACT! No don't chase him he is feeling himself right now, just by the way you said he answered " nah" stop stroking his ego and when he does call because eventually he probably will dont be so available. Oh as for my ending yeah he did call and yeah he wanted to get back 8months later but it was toooo late!!! You will be fine hang in there and remember he is human bleeds and breaths like you and me take your heart and power back. He wants a life without you.... GIRL NOT A PROBLEM GIVE IT TO HIM!!!!!!