DDTexlaxed
TRANSITION OVER! 11-22-14
I thought I was through transitioning. I thought I was ready to continue relaxing. I was in the BS store to get my relaxer and supplies, but I couldn't do it.
I thought about what I've gone through just to get to the point I am now. I also thought about my posts in the transitioning thread and my own threads. I just can't see myself relaxing again when my mind is still strongly fixed on being natural again. I have tried to relax 3Xs and each time there is a strong desire to not do it. I am back on the transition wagon again. I think it is for good this time because I froze in the aisle and could not even pick up a relaxer box. I ended up leaving with some Motions leave in conditioner and some ecostyler gel.
